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ever since that day...everyth i kneww...was just..so twisted up...i use to have a concept..of my life...but nw...i dont even knw who i am...just because of tht little chg..it affected every1 i loved...i tried nt to over react..bt wad can i do...as useless as i am..i just cant stop it...nw...at least they're over it...but in every way...every1 won..except 4 me.... haih...i need an explaination...but sadly...no1 could understand wad im going through nw...it hurts to say...and i cant seem to face it....starring into the sky...makes me wonder...what wud happen..if they found out this passion...will i be isolated? hmmm...i wonder...

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The sky was so preddy today... ^^ i saw a redish cloud.....

Cloudo

he was moving sluggishly when i came back....so i carried him...as usual....who knew...the moment i put him in my arms...he suddenly attacked me... gahh...that little monster was furtively planning an attack....he clawed my nose...making it looked like i was nosebleeding....ugh....it hurts....badly.... his gesture was so different than his usual self....i wonder.....

utterly bored...

4 weeks...well...practically 4 weeks.....gone....dead....disappeared....yea....i meant me....^^

read a few books....yes....i FINISHED them....4 your info... XP i had ntg to read or do...so i started cleaning up my room...hehe....superb messy i tell ya....den...i found a book...haha....it was breaking dawn....since i was utterly bored...i started to read it....took me 3 days to finish it...but yeah....i love it....i fell totally in love with jacob black...seems like im nt the only annoying person on the face of the earth...bt still...its just a story..... i had another week....sadly....so i started reading more and more books...unfortunately....haih....im doomed....throughout this week...i had....a so-called booklust.......hahaha....new word..... i spent hours in my room....reading....ntg....but reading....ugh....scary.....