Depression.

what is there to say?..from my point of view..life is a cruel thing..the world is in chaos..humanity has gone insane..what can i do buy wallow in sadness? judged by those whom i once looked up..why do we have to hate? why judge? the Christians..they should know better nt to..why can a 16 year old understand the true meaning of life while you cant? wars created over a little misunderstanding..and you say that i am immature! why? because of religion? why cant you understand?! that we're all the same? you say being gay is a sin..are you stupid? do you not understand the bible? stupid fuck..do you want an effin' 16 year old to explain it all to you?! read the ten commandments my dear fuck..god says to not commit adultery..and in sodom they did! thats why god decided to do it..because they broke one of his ten commandments..not because they were gay..so please don't lead humanity into chaos anymore..i'm sick of it..

Choices.

I've reached a point in my life..where i'm utterly confused. i was so determined to follow that path leading to engineering..now..i'm just..lost..apparently there are two paths spread out in front of me..and i don't know which is the right one..maybe i could do what my physics tuition teacher says..take two majors..but..wont take just drag me to hell? literally..push me to the brink of insanity..if i were to take two majors..then now..i should be in both art and science side..hahaha..crazy..i like sports too..hmm..three majors? oh my...that would be utterly insane..anyways..Happy Chinese New Year everybody..

English Homework..

The 1st to give homework during the 1st day of class was english..and it was about weddings..compare them between races..after that need write essay...i chose the chinese vs malay wedding..hahah..anyway..as i research deeper into the traditional weddings..i find the malay weddings awfully cheerful..its like..whole kampung help..gotong-royong..family relatives come and congratulate..blah..while the chinese de right..oh god..this sentence just made my heart ache..'Sometimes the bride was borne out in a wooden ‘cage’ with her feet padlocked –; presumably a remnant from rougher times with extremely reluctant brides.' haih..to the chinese..getting married is more about status than love and happiness...its like..wealth is all they think about..tho i'm a chinese..but i'm awfully disappointed in my inhumane ancestors..apparently..if you gimme a choice..i'd happily choose a malay wedding..luckily in modern times..parents dont sell off their daughters for family status anymore..maybe in some part of china..which should be banned!..seriously people! maybe i take these things too seriously..thats why i cant watch drama's..the tv might get thrown out. ^^