Thursday, March 18, 2010

untitled.

It seems only yesterday i used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
if you cut me i would shine.
but now when i fall upon the sidewalks of life,
i skin my knees. I bleed.
-Billy Collins. On turning Ten-


All day long he was docile, intelligent, good
though sometimes changing to a darker mood
he seemed hypocritical, could tell bitter lies,
in the dark he saw dots of colour behind closed eyes,
clenched his fist,
put his tongue out at his elder brother...
-Artur Rimbaud. The poet at seven years old-


'what is it?' harry asked shakily
'this? This is called a pensieve,' said Dumbledore.
'I sometimes find, and i am sure you know the feeling, that i simply have too many thoughts
and memories crammed into my mind.
-J.k Rowling. Harry potter and the Goblet of fire-


And leafing through old books we sometimes find
A dark, oracular phrase is underlined.
you were once here, but in time out of mind.
- Rainer Maria Rilke. Improvisations from Capri in winter III-


These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, which as they kiss. consume.
-Romeo and Juliet. Act II. scene VI-


oh please! he felt his heart say to him. oh please let me leave!
-John Irving. The cider house rules-


HERE IS A SMALL FACT. you are going to die.
-Markus Zusak. The book thief-


Where did this love come from?
I dont know; it came to me like a thief in the night...
All i could hope was that my crimes were as monstrous that the love was no bigger than a mustard- seed in the shadow of them, and i wished I'd committed even greater ones to hide
it more deeply still... But the mustard-seed had taken root and was growing and little green
shoots was splitting my heart wide open..
-Phillip Pullman. The Amber Spyglass-


You cannot fully read a book without being alone. But through this very solitude you become intimately involved with people whom you might never have met otherwise, either because they have been dead for centuries or they spoke languages you cannot understand. And nonetheless,
they have become your closest friends, your wisest advisors, the wizards that hypnotize you,
the lovers you have always dreamed of.
-Antonio Munoz Molina, The power of the pen-


'Fire and water' he said 'don't really mix. You could say they're incompatible. But when they do love each other, they love passionately'
-Dustfinger. Inkspell-


But look at the stories people press in books!
They may last longer, yes, but they breathe only when someone opens it.
They are sound pressed between pages, and only a voice can bring them back to life!
-Fenoglio. Inkspell-


The heart was a weak, change-able thing, bent on nothing but love, and there could be no more
fatal mistake than to make it your master . Reason must be in charge. It comforted you for the heart's foolishness, it sang mocking songs about love, derided it as a whim of nature, transient as flowers. so why do we still keep following our heart?
-Violante. Inkdeath-


Once you cared about a person,
it was impossible to be logical about them anymore.
-Bella. New moon-


and lastly...my fav..hehe.... =]


Life sucks, and then you die.
Yeah. I should be so lucky.
- Jacob Black. Breaking Dawn-

Saturday, March 13, 2010

My daddy..

hmmm...my daddy has big plans for the future..like..maybe selling this house filled with animals..and moving into a new one..but..flood prone area worr..who would wanna buy? but he said he has a scheme... =] then..he bought a plot of land...only god knows wad he wanna do with it..but he did say something abt goats..hmmmm...guess im gonna have pet goats..woah! wait till i tell alfonsa! lol...my daddy looks like a mafia gang leader..hahah..and my mummy dresses like a model..but then..daddy isnt the mafia gang leader..of cz not..hmmmm...he likes animals alot..especially doggies..he adores them...he's a chelsea fan..on the last world cup he was on Italy's side while i was on Brazil's...while we were argue-ing over who would win, my mummy and my bro went shopping..ironic ehh...thats my family..^^ you could say..i'm exactly like him..but..not really..i guess..erm...ohh...i learnt something just now..my granddad..he bcame a malaysian citizen bcz of the jus soli thingy..hahah thank you british! at least im not stuck in the over populated spitting china..no offence..anyway..daddy just scored a 1.6 million, 1.765 million and a 1.4 million project..erm..building a harbor from sri aman to erm..somewhr..lol..all he have to do is visit every month and organize the financial stuff..then..he has to organize another project to build a school and dorms? near it..so after that..he's gonna buy a mazda RX8 for mummy..or was a Mercedes?..well its for her b'day..so yeah..quite long from now..we're still deciding on it..=D hmmm..you think i could use this for oral? uhhh..minus the b'day part..hmmmm

Thursday, February 18, 2010

My darlings...

words...they could not explain hw cute my little darlings are...so i figured...since a picture has a thousand silent words..it could tell you hw cute they actually are..and yes! i was right!! xD





Sunday, February 7, 2010

My b'day pressie..=]

yeah! yesterday my b'day mah..went out..saw a freakin shooting star! anyway..this morning..went to rupert rage's(black brigade)..woah..the boards thr..are like..woah! hahah.. bought one..and its very special..cz..its custom..made..by ME! whoosh! den den den..my board arh..its all black and white..cool eh..i chose the deck den the trucks..bearings..blablabla..den i go assemble it myself..i did it in the shop..so yeah..cost like..250++ and i was too intimidated by the other skaters too take a pic..they all old old de!..hehe..i took a few pics tho..from home la..assemble everyth except the bolts mah.. xD the bolt..wad's cool is..that thr's a white spongy thingy inside.. =D
the top layer was suppose to be white..but ady put grip tape..but still..it looks cool..x]

black wheels baby!! xD

after i changed the trucks..x]

side view..pretty hardcore ehh..well..its a black brigade design..so yeah..




Thursday, February 4, 2010

my list of things i want for 2010.. xD

okayy...1st..i want skategear..knee pads..elbow pads..i dont really care if i have one or not..but...yeah...some1 would torture my hair if i dont get them..but sadly..they cost Rm89 perset...
next..a helmet..and again..the same reason..hmmm..i want the matt grey one..=D

okayyy! this is a limited edition spitfire 52mm skate wheel..well..wheels..but then..limited as they are..they cost rm110..so yeah..haiz..


this is a deck..not just any deck..its a plan-b collin mcKay size 7.75 skateboard deck..sweet ehh...yeah..my dream come true if i get one..but then..its 200bucks..so..yeahh...



now this..is wad...i call..limited edition! that is a chocolate 15th year anniversary skateboard deck..size 8 and yes..200 bucks..haiz..wish i had paypal..ofcz you cant get this in kuching..this place dont care much about the skateboarding society...




Monday, January 11, 2010

My so-called house of horror!

Cny is coming..as usual..my mum would think of a fantastic colour to paint the house..this year..she..wanted..to..paint..the..whole..house..PINK!!..so yes.. it would be a house of horror..the exterior of the house is dark pink..den the interior...ugh... the couch is pink..with its pink little pluffy pillows ..so..you..cant..imagine..wad..was..my..expression..when..i..came..home.. at 1st..it looked like that..after that..the horror came.....
she even dressed my pups in pink.....and red....

back wall....bloody hell!!


Friday, January 1, 2010

Not a bad idea..

my christmas present..a trip to the unexpected

on christmas...i had to attend a wedding at the 18th mile..so yeah..anyway..found that i am apparently related to...shhhh...hehe...if you really wanna knw..go ask me personally..=D well..its sm1 frm green road..so yeah...anyway..after the wedding..my mum suddenly brought me to the 28th mile...i was like..woah..still got house up here..on the way thr..she was telling me abt my cousins up here..they have huge orchards..orchardSS..imagine that! more than one..anyway..went thr..heh..they dont seem to be very fond of me..but at least one or 2 is nice..it was fruiting season..so they ask me to follow them pick the fruits..lol.havent finish picking half of the fruits in one of the orchards..i was already dead tired..sweating like mad.
muddy road..haiz..
Durian tree..apparently i was surrounded by them..hahah..durian falling..is so..scary..its like..a hawk falling at full speed and landing with a loud thud..den other durians start falling..so yeah..run for cover!
this is a rubber tree seed..pretty ehh..
these..erm..im not sure what their called..but i knw its melons..and its..a bit too large for its size..=]

what i've been up to lately...

nice book..

Monday, September 7, 2009

I like clouds...


Do u?