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ever since that day...everyth i kneww...was just..so twisted up...i use to have a concept..of my life...but nw...i dont even knw who i am...just because of tht little chg..it affected every1 i loved...i tried nt to over react..bt wad can i do...as useless as i am..i just cant stop it...nw...at least they're over it...but in every way...every1 won..except 4 me.... haih...i need an explaination...but sadly...no1 could understand wad im going through nw...it hurts to say...and i cant seem to face it....starring into the sky...makes me wonder...what wud happen..if they found out this passion...will i be isolated? hmmm...i wonder...