why the heck would those selfish low life pigs wanna change math and science to bm?? c'mon..BM arh!!!! how the F**** DO U EXPECT US TO GO STUDY OVERSEAS WITH...BM?!?!?!?!?! horible!! terible!! vegetable arh!!!! gahh!!!...im gonna fail mann!! im surely gonna fail!! in stupid upsr i got a B for science...and maths...because it is in stinking BM!!!!! wads wrong with those old ppl?!?!?!?! dah lahh so old ady...din think abt the younger generations gok! those lifeless pigs arh!!! politicians ur head arh!!! kimen arh!!!! gahh!!!! SPM science and maths is in BM...GAHH!!!!!!...im gonna explode here!!!! Do u stupid lifeless useless assless so-called politicians ever think b4 u decide?!?!?! why not try to take those stinking BM science and maths for SPM and den try asking the overseas U's to accept u.....stupid pigs!!! u wont even b able to enter none of it!!!!! gahhh!!!! i tried so hard...go save money for this and that...go overly active until i get billions of sunburns for the stupid 10%...yes!! i care abt my future!!! and yet those pigs have to ruin my future for me...stupid arh!! go eat pork lahh!!! kebabian arh mereka!!! ish!am i suppose to bomb ur house and leave u a note saying u fucking assless jackasses suck like hell!! baru u'll understand?! fine!!! i'll do it!!!!!!
ps. sry for the extremely badwords...im just damn pissed now... =)
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Bored!!!!!
actually..this was refered to the prefect board...but then..according to my cat fwen...im a tree.. == ...ironic huh...hahaha... yes...i rather curse myself..being a tree..than curse the other prefects...how nice of mee... xD
Saturday, July 4, 2009
~
mummy found 25 strands of white hair on me....for this month....hmmm....
maybe..to some of my friends...im some1 playful..with not much problems in life...sadly...i wish u guys werent that wrong...
maybe to u guys...im some1 heartless...playful...annoying...well...how i wish u could see the real me.....
my passion...for things...nt much ppl love...nature~...its nt just its beauty i love...its the way...it calms my mind...and heart....
to some ppl...they take drugs...alcohol...this and tht..to forget their problems....haih...why cant they just lie...in a plain grass field...and stare at the sky??
peace at heart...could really clear your mind...or maybe...u could think things through?
i had to quit band...unwillingly...i was forced...because of smtg...i cant seem to let it go...everytime..i hear a drum beat...the 1st thing tht appear in my mind is band~
why cant u see how much i love band??
why??
problems...Problems...PROBLEMS!!
argh!!!
after i solve one...another comes...why cant these stupid freakin things just leave me alone?!
i knww...im nt alone...but still...i rather spare my friends from my problems...
i knw..im annoying...especially whn i complain...haha...well...i tried to stop...but i cant...
if you noticed....whn im alone...i tend to spend more time with nature...i practically suck in most of the jobs that was given to me...im too lazy...thats wad my parents always say...
how i wish they could b in my shoes for a day... i rather slp than stay up all night to think abt this crappy problems...
gahh!!...i want so badly to express myself..but i cant!! i dont knw how...plus...i cant expect my parents to help in any way...== ...they annoy me enough ady...telling them my problems is the last thing on my mind...lidat...i cant tell any1 my problems...aint that sad??
as a 1st born...they expect me to b supremely mature...gahh!! they are forcing me to be mature!!! help!!!!.... T.T
no...i dont need attention...i dont need love....i need them to shut the hell up for one sec and open their eyes!!
i want my idiotic bro to disappear...for the rest of my life...and only appear whn....erm...ohh...DOOMSDAY!!
my parents want me to be a lawyer... =.= ..you honestly cant expect me...to learn LAW...MALAYSIAN LAW...ugh...damn boring arh...wad more...lawyers go to hell...haha...*jokes*
anyway...wad if my client is guilty?? Den..if i win the case...yes..i wud be rich...but its a sin...criminals are free...because of lawyers... well..not all la..but you get the point...
yes...i talk crap..ALOT! ...randomize my brain...is the only way i could keep myself from breaking down...i tell ya..if u wanna c JOANNE SOH..breakdown...then u better go hell la...cause i wud only breakdown...whn im at death's door.. ^^
im not smart...
i suck in problems...
trust me..u cant depend on me...
im lazy...damn lazy....
i wanna slp my life away...lidat...i dont have to go through this crappy life...
you cant expect me to be the best and beat the rest...are you mad?!
why cant you just...accept me..for who i am?! is that so wrong?!
if you wanted a smarter child...than just depend on my bro lah...i dont wanna stick out...i dont wanna be special!
i just wanna grow up...to be an air craft engineer...and fly my way out of here!!..trust me...IM NOT COMING BACK!!!..
maybe..to some of my friends...im some1 playful..with not much problems in life...sadly...i wish u guys werent that wrong...
maybe to u guys...im some1 heartless...playful...annoying...well...how i wish u could see the real me.....
my passion...for things...nt much ppl love...nature~...its nt just its beauty i love...its the way...it calms my mind...and heart....
to some ppl...they take drugs...alcohol...this and tht..to forget their problems....haih...why cant they just lie...in a plain grass field...and stare at the sky??
peace at heart...could really clear your mind...or maybe...u could think things through?
i had to quit band...unwillingly...i was forced...because of smtg...i cant seem to let it go...everytime..i hear a drum beat...the 1st thing tht appear in my mind is band~
why cant u see how much i love band??
why??
problems...Problems...PROBLEMS!!
argh!!!
after i solve one...another comes...why cant these stupid freakin things just leave me alone?!
i knww...im nt alone...but still...i rather spare my friends from my problems...
i knw..im annoying...especially whn i complain...haha...well...i tried to stop...but i cant...
if you noticed....whn im alone...i tend to spend more time with nature...i practically suck in most of the jobs that was given to me...im too lazy...thats wad my parents always say...
how i wish they could b in my shoes for a day... i rather slp than stay up all night to think abt this crappy problems...
gahh!!...i want so badly to express myself..but i cant!! i dont knw how...plus...i cant expect my parents to help in any way...== ...they annoy me enough ady...telling them my problems is the last thing on my mind...lidat...i cant tell any1 my problems...aint that sad??
as a 1st born...they expect me to b supremely mature...gahh!! they are forcing me to be mature!!! help!!!!.... T.T
no...i dont need attention...i dont need love....i need them to shut the hell up for one sec and open their eyes!!
i want my idiotic bro to disappear...for the rest of my life...and only appear whn....erm...ohh...DOOMSDAY!!
my parents want me to be a lawyer... =.= ..you honestly cant expect me...to learn LAW...MALAYSIAN LAW...ugh...damn boring arh...wad more...lawyers go to hell...haha...*jokes*
anyway...wad if my client is guilty?? Den..if i win the case...yes..i wud be rich...but its a sin...criminals are free...because of lawyers... well..not all la..but you get the point...
yes...i talk crap..ALOT! ...randomize my brain...is the only way i could keep myself from breaking down...i tell ya..if u wanna c JOANNE SOH..breakdown...then u better go hell la...cause i wud only breakdown...whn im at death's door.. ^^
im not smart...
i suck in problems...
trust me..u cant depend on me...
im lazy...damn lazy....
i wanna slp my life away...lidat...i dont have to go through this crappy life...
you cant expect me to be the best and beat the rest...are you mad?!
why cant you just...accept me..for who i am?! is that so wrong?!
if you wanted a smarter child...than just depend on my bro lah...i dont wanna stick out...i dont wanna be special!
i just wanna grow up...to be an air craft engineer...and fly my way out of here!!..trust me...IM NOT COMING BACK!!!..
Saturday, June 20, 2009
...
ever since that day...everyth i kneww...was just..so twisted up...i use to have a concept..of my life...but nw...i dont even knw who i am...just because of tht little chg..it affected every1 i loved...i tried nt to over react..bt wad can i do...as useless as i am..i just cant stop it...nw...at least they're over it...but in every way...every1 won..except 4 me.... haih...i need an explaination...but sadly...no1 could understand wad im going through nw...it hurts to say...and i cant seem to face it....starring into the sky...makes me wonder...what wud happen..if they found out this passion...will i be isolated? hmmm...i wonder...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Cloudo
he was moving sluggishly when i came back....so i carried him...as usual....who knew...the moment i put him in my arms...he suddenly attacked me... gahh...that little monster was furtively planning an attack....he clawed my nose...making it looked like i was nosebleeding....ugh....it hurts....badly.... his gesture was so different than his usual self....i wonder.....
utterly bored...
4 weeks...well...practically 4 weeks.....gone....dead....disappeared....yea....i meant me....^^
read a few books....yes....i FINISHED them....4 your info... XP i had ntg to read or do...so i started cleaning up my room...hehe....superb messy i tell ya....den...i found a book...haha....it was breaking dawn....since i was utterly bored...i started to read it....took me 3 days to finish it...but yeah....i love it....i fell totally in love with jacob black...seems like im nt the only annoying person on the face of the earth...bt still...its just a story..... i had another week....sadly....so i started reading more and more books...unfortunately....haih....im doomed....throughout this week...i had....a so-called booklust.......hahaha....new word..... i spent hours in my room....reading....ntg....but reading....ugh....scary.....
read a few books....yes....i FINISHED them....4 your info... XP i had ntg to read or do...so i started cleaning up my room...hehe....superb messy i tell ya....den...i found a book...haha....it was breaking dawn....since i was utterly bored...i started to read it....took me 3 days to finish it...but yeah....i love it....i fell totally in love with jacob black...seems like im nt the only annoying person on the face of the earth...bt still...its just a story..... i had another week....sadly....so i started reading more and more books...unfortunately....haih....im doomed....throughout this week...i had....a so-called booklust.......hahaha....new word..... i spent hours in my room....reading....ntg....but reading....ugh....scary.....
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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