Rant..

To all of you who think ur life is so boring right now..mine's worse. hahah..i havent seen the sunlight in...*counting* uhh..5 days? yeah..crazy rite..no.mostly pathetic..i could sit in my room all day playing medal of honour 1,2,3,and 4..lol..i got a whole collection..i even got indiana jones..lol dumb rite..before the hols..i was like..gotta finish pk project..gotta learn tennis..gotta polish up my skateboarding..hah! my skateboard is under a pile of clothes..i think?..my tennis racquet..is hanging somewhr in my room..my laptop is on..i'm on msn since the 1st..appearing off..my hp went flat this morning..dint bother..

yeah..if i were to go out..bet i'd be like..'help! my eyes! someone! turn off the sun!' lol...then the humans passing by would be like..'think we should report her?' 'its so sad..seeing so many insane ppl these days' yeah..even at school..ppl think i need counselling..tsk..sorry line..sitting with me this year must have sucked..having to put up with all my crazy..

like the tittle..i'm ranting random stuff abt hw pathetic my life is..now..lalala..i wanna go MPH..but then..if do..maybe i'll get dragged out by security or smth..heh..wont that be interesting? whoosh!

I'm a scoleciphobic..yeah..if you duno what it means..just look it up..i guess its a rare case? maybe not..but yeah..i'm sure hell is infested with it..so i'll be a good girl now..but then..gardens have them too...tsk..recently..i've caught the flu..so i decided to quarantine myself..hehe..

lets hope i dont start eating ppl..if you know what i mean..=] i told my parents i wanted to go work..they laughed at me..haih..so hopeless..even to my parents..i miss cloudo..my dog gave birth to 9 pups..so erm..i got 13 dogs now? crazy rite..i think i'm allergic to my bro..hahah all the more reasons to avoid him.. =] i'm on medication now..i've been asleep half of the day dy..then gotta wake to take my meds..then go sleep again..so basically..i'm sleeping throughout my hols? lol..look line! i'm really hibernating!

Pissed..

I'm on the verge of getting banned from the internet..why? its bcz my dad saw some video in youtube abt a psychopath raping a girl then killing her..yeah..i dont blame him from trying to ban me..i mean like..if i were a parent..i would too..i'd rather wrap my children in a protective blanket than let them know of this crap..but the biggest flaw is that if he does that..i would be so vulnerable to this psycho world..well..at least i'm not..but whenever i hear of this thing..or when i watch a movie..and ppl got raped..i would be so shaken up..i'd have nightmares..maybe i'm just being vain..but the way i think is diff from other ppl..i guess..my level of imagination makes those scenes look so vivid..my dreams..they stick in my head..playing over and over again..i may be on the verge going insane..but thats not i want to talk abt now..

What i'm asking now is..well..why rape? why cant you just go up to prostitute? scared of getting HIV..then use a condom..or whatever..but why rape? those poor innocent girls..yeah..maybe they have done horrible things in their life..but none of them deserved it..thr was once..4 old men raped a 14 year old..altho they dint kill her..but they practically destroyed her life..why? just because of lust? tsk..then we're all gone to hell..soon..very soon..and i hope..God wont forgive us...

I want one!

I'm totally crazy abt these stuff..this is a psp-go..rm900..so damn expensive rite..T.T

Im Frustrated! Gah!

It's frustrating cause i don't know why!

England Provision Squad list!

Gk Robert Green-From West Ham United

Gk David James- he's from Portsmouth

Gk Joe Hart- this fella is from Birmingham City..lol with him in this team..anyth could happen!

Leighton Baines- Everton's player

Gareth Barry- Manchester City

Darren Bent- Sunderland's striker!

Jamie Carragher- Yay! He's in! lol..Liverpool's defender

Michael Carrick- pfft..MU de..

Ashley Cole- He plays for Chelsea..

Joe Cole- also from Chelsea..

Peter Crouch- This dude plays for Tottenham..

Michael Dawson- erm? he acted in LOST rite?..ohh wrong dude..

Jermain Defoe- Tottenham de..

RIO FERDINAND- Altho from MU de..But he not bad lah..

STEVEN GERRARD- Woooo! Go LIVERPOOL!!

Emile Heskey- from aston villa..not much of a fan..

Tom Huddlestone- From tottenham fc..he's 23! =]

Adam Johnson- from Mancester City

Glen Johnson- Yay! another dude from Liverpool!

Ledley King- Tottenham?

FRANK LAMPARD- Chelsea de..this guy's a monster man

Aaron Lennon- Tottenham..

James Milner- Aston Villa?

Scott Parker- West Ham United..

WAYNE ROONEY- Alfonsa's Fav player..From MU de..

JOHN TERRY- As scary as lampard if they were against liverpool..
Matt Upson- Another player from West Ham United

Theo Walcott- Arsenal!

Stephen Warnock- he's from Aston Villa

Shaun Wright-Phillips- errr...from mancester city?

Yeah..anyone could look it up if they wanted to..but i was just too addicted..Plus with all the interesting ppl in this team..i wonder if they could go up against brazil..hehe..i'm gonna do whatever it takes to go watch the fifa world cup england vs USA match on 12th june in south Africa! ...but then..maybe i cant..haiz...bummer..

What I Need..

DISTRACTIONS..

Ahhh...Daydreaming works...

TEMPTATION..

Mmmm...who could resist...

YOU...

Is there a need to say more?..

results on being high on caffeine

-Every morning, after I peel open each eyelid, I offer a silent thank you to the genius who invented coffee. We know where it came from, but not who actually had the brilliant idea to grind up the beans and make a drink. I'm not what you-or anyone else-would call a morning person . The man who invented coffee. Do not misunderstand me, I am not a coffee addict. I just love coffee-

I got that from google..ahahaha..my fellow coffee lovers! when doomsday comes..we shall sit on the front porch and drink coffee! bwahahahaha...

Things I apparently hate..

1. Do not! i repeat! DO NOT! mess up my hair! i mean like..yeah..sometimes humans see the compulsively disordered anime freak torture me with it..thats cz i did something wrong..or smth like that..but then..if you ever think about messing it up for the sake of fun. I WILL BITE UR HEAD OFF! LITERALLY!

2. If you cant stand sarcasm..bug off..cz..if you happen to be dumb enough to not know that I am very sarcastic..here's a fact. i AM!..geez..

3. Dont ever! touch my specs..if you committed a crime..leave ur fingerprints somewhere else where ppl actually care enough to hand you over to the cops.. Well i dint literally mean the obsessive compulsive disordered anime freak sitting next to me.. since she is compulsively disordered.

4. Dude! Shut up! if you cant stand me..then go sit down somewhr..Dont go complaining it randomly..I might actually throw something at you..

5. Dont go asking me stupid questions like..are you wearing contacts? tsk. Have you EVER seen anyone who has dotted contacts? my god! how dumb can you get?!

6. No..my eye is NOT artificial..i just went through eye surgery..and YES! IT IS POSSIBLE..so shut ur yap if you dont believe it..geez..why bother asking anyway?

So to anyone else besides the obsessive compulsively disordered anime freak sitting next to me..Consider this as a warning.. zero tolerance mode is COMING SOON!..

..its not like anyone actually reads this blog..so i'm free to say anyth i want..^^

Do not skate in ur room!

this is what happens...

hmmm...

someone once asked me..

why do we fear death?

The fact that i fear death is cause i'll be leaving behind my loved ones..and the fact that we are leaving what we achieved so far..our sweet and bad memories all left behind.. to a place..where our soul wanders for an eternity in darkness..but the thought of leaving behind the clear blue sky and the taste of freedom..is indisputably excruciating.